Sleepless in CO

Yes, this title fits me real well today.. I have been up for now almost a day.. Oh no I am quite tired people I am pregnant. I am now always tired and I am one mean fucking bitch... I have now a ear ache.. in my left ear mostly.. as my cousin put it so wisely she is a big baby once a ear infection hits!!.. I wanted to spend some time with my soon to be victim err husband so I  thought laying down for a couple of hours will do the trick.. Oh hell no.. Mind you I already went to the ER already a day ago for this infection.. and they tell me (my papers tell me way different. not thrilled) that my ears are just fine.. Well I dont have a PhD or anything .. BUT MY GOD DAMNED EARS HURT ASSWHOLE!!!! witch case there is something wrong.. He tells me "nope, just put these drops in them twice a day and if it dose not clear up set up an appointment" Now i got these questions.. if my ear is fine nothing is wrong with them.. then why in the holly fuck are you giving ear drops? and why dose my discharge papers say I have fluid behind my ear drum?" and my last question "where in the fuck did you get your doc license? the cracker jack box?" I hate, no I loath taking any pain or antibiotic pills.. I told them this before.. But they give me this look like i am drug addict.. so I gave them that attitude of "you dont know shit, dont touch me" Then I am glad.. seriously glad I didnt lay down on there "bed" I dont know about you. but i know every room you go in it should be stripped and cleaned right? the sheets on this bed has black hair(I am strawberry blond LONG hair these where pretty short) on it and like yellowish mark on it and white spots on it ... Umm I sitting right on one them chairs thank you.. told soon to be "if i get head lice from this place because they are too lazy to change the freaken sheets? I am suing the holly fuck out of them..." So... I went to sleep that night well part sleeping part wanting to rip my fucking ear drum out.. BTW the drops dont work.. all they do is make my ear itch lol... it takes like 20 mins to even convince myself I need them (ear is very sensitive tickles REAL EASY) once one drop thinks about entering my ear.. I am shaking my head  like a dog getting ear drops.. So its not worth even thinking about putting them in my ear. So day two with this ear infection and no sleep... I tired EVERYTHING under the sun to go to sleep and I am still up .. Mind you yesterday I finally got up (went to sleep at 1pm yesterday) around 9ish I dont remember... so yes I am tired I am cranky and I want someone to say something stupid to me today.. see how well that goes.. right...