This is my rant.. Don't like it.. Don't read it. I curse, I will offend many people. But I don't give two gay rats asses what you think.. These are my thoughts. Not yours.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Today is a good day to review how anger management paid off.
Well, Today is a excellent day to review and recap why anger management paid off ,when I was a teen. Let me give you a brief recap who I am. My name is Becky .. My old friends I known for years call me Spazz or my graphic tag name is A Spazz Creation. All my crazy Fbers knows me as Onixx Jewel. I am turning 35 May 2nd and I have kids.. non biological and demons that where spawned by myself and their sperm donors. I am getting married and my past brought me here in Co with my soon to be husband. I live with two roommates boys (yes.. Yes I am the only female in this house and I like it that way).. So my life lessons brought me to this place.. I know a lot and seen to much.. You know how this story goes. Anyways one of my roommates has three kids (set of twins and his daughter that is older) they come and visit every Friday(night)-Sunday (morning). I am chill with that... I love the kids MOST times. the set of twins are 3 and the daughter is 6 or 7 cant remember. Their mother is shady as fuck and I can see it when I venture out to see them (I stay in my room most days) any ways... We been having problems with the father of these kids.. You now, he realized he knows EVERYTHING AND THIS IS HIS HOUSE AND WHAT HE SAYS GOES(when its not really he pays no rent and eats the food that he dose not buy you know moocher. We (soon to be hubby and I) clean up after the children and him constantly).. when it comes down too it... and what is his is his and whats ours is his.. Yes.. You read that correctly.. But hes not like this when he smokes REAL weed or dose not get TOO drunk.. Now you get where i am coming from? He smokes that fake weed (in front of his children) and drinks until hes stupid as fuck. Hes a great guy I swear.. But these last few weeks I feel like he needs not to breath my air. His children came over Friday.. No one tells us (soon to be hubby and I) we where going to watch the children .. Why? the father had to work the night shift and SOMEONE had to watch his kids while he was working .. News to me right? yeah Not thrilled.. 10pm kids are passed the fuck out.. I am glad my soon to be hubby is used to this shit...I came out and cleaned up the kitchen . I flat refused to even see the kids Friday.. But at a 6am (dad came home oh around 2:30am) Saturday morning the children thought it would be a very wise idea to wake up and completely tare up the living room the dining room and the down stairs while daddy was sleeping... NOT A FUCKING JOKE! for an hour these children where up.. They woke me up 15 mins after I heard SCREAMS and running down the hall (where my bedroom is) 6am people... I sat in the room hearing this shit for an hour wondering where the father was... So i venture out.. OMFG I was PISSED one I just went to sleep like 2 hours before hand.. two, THESE ARE NOT MY FUCKING KIDS WHERE IS THE FUCKING PARENT! ... so I went down stairs.. father JUST GOTTEN UP! and I just shook my head and let him know his children have been up since 6am and running down the hall screaming and giggling and it is not cool. He didnt like that comment and I just shrugged it off.. in my mind i was killing him very slowly in many ways.. Then i asked the kids to help me clean up the war area.. and the father BITES my head off and said "we got it!" I just walked away seriously people he almost got his head bashed right into a beam... I was so fucking pissed off he had THE NUT SACK TO EVEN THINK ABOUT biting my head off.. I sighed deeply and forced myself to turn and walk back up the stairs. I went to my room now fuming .. then I got this urge to eat something so i quietly walked back out and made me something to eat.. and the father almost walks right into me and his demeanor was completely changed.. I mean kissing ass change calling me Miss Becky (don't mind it my brothers children are taught to call me either aunt Becky or Miss Becky) either Bi Polar or he smoked his fake shit again.. this is how he is all the time he snaps so hard so fast ... then he turns around and is nice and kissing ass.He's like this with his children also...I dont know what to do or say with out wanting to punch him right in the fucking face... So I stay in my room and just shut the fuck up ..
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