Bare in mind my cousin did NOT PUT ME UP TOO THIS ENTRY OF THIS BLOG she had no clue what i think or i will do if shit dose not end. I alone will take responsibility for every single god damned word posted here tonight.
I want to touch bases on my blood family.. 90% of my father's side of the family can rot a fucking die so I can finally live.. but there is the very few of you that I still talk too with out wanting to kill you. Yes we have our way of life.. we have total different way of life ... but still I love you guys and I will always be there if you need me.
My cousin Marcie (no one really calls her that anymore... I am just too old and stubborn to call her by her real name LOL) this blog is for you .. I want to let you know me and you get a long every once in while ... You and I fight like sisters (you are my sister I never had.. not my blood cousin) we grew up in a real messed up way of life.. You walked a life I couldn't even bare to think of walking threw. You have a mother even throw she is real head case she had no choice to bring you up the way she did. In result you live to this day a very messed up life.. I tried my best to be there for you Marcie.. But you are momma's girl. I seriously cant stand your mother (my aunt) that woman is a vile woman she is about as bad as my mother. she feeds off your Misery Marcie and she wants you to take care of her ... Personally? you need to kick her ass to a home for the deranged .... But you wont... you think you owe it too her.. Hon you owe her nothing...Now I said my mind on this its time for the people fucking with you .. I am going to say something.. and you know me I act upon my action soon or later Marcie to please send this to your ex and his fucking crew.
My cousin has children she loves more then her own life.. I remember when her fist was born.. I was there.. I was also there when her first born had to have surgery to get a mass that was behind her heart out.. we all where so worried about our Tatter bug.. I just gave birth to my first son ... But i was there for her.. watched her almost loose her daughter .. I fought and preyed that Tatter bug would live... and she did.. she thrives and loves life.. My cousin went threw hell with her oldest daughter. I was not there for her second daughter ... But I was in the "shadows" when she married the father.. I been watching and I been saying nothing .. They been married for a bit (dont ask me dates Marcie LOL I dont give two gay rats asses ) and now my cousin is pregnant with her third child... FINALLY a boy we all been wanting from my cousin.. no sooner then that it was confirmed my cousin has do deal with a very pathetic side of her husband.. HE CHEATED! (cheating when you dont tell your other half you are fucking some other person) on my cousin and got this whore pregnant and DID NOT TELL my cousin.. then I found out this fucktard almost hit one of her children and in result my cousin Marcie DEFENDED her child and gotten pushed hard into the wall (by her husband and yes she is pregnant) then act of a coward the father took her second daughter to Everett WA ... Kidnapped her shit you not ... My cousin was freaking out (I imagine) pregnant and SHE HAS TO STILL WORK yes people my cousin works and she will work all threw her pregnancy .. she now a single mother she has to work while pregnant ... My cousin is a fighter... I am very proud of her .... anyways her second daughter was found.. brought back too her..
Now you know this drama I been sitting here reading my FB statements from my cousin protecting her in my own little ways... I am reading constantly about how people disapprove of my cousins actions.. Let me say my piece... Bitches get the fuck off of her.. You're all pissing me the fuck off ... You dont know my cousin like i do you are not there wondering worrying about her and her well being FOR GODS SAKE THE WOMAN IS PREGNANT! all you doing is going making her brother and I come unglued and will show a level of fucked up crazy that you never forget. You sit there and judge her like you know her.. You dont. you where, and still will never ever feel and see what that woman went threw, and is going threw.. she already stressing and struggling to be a great mother with the income she makes.. SHE IS TRYING her fucking hardest to make shit right! and all you're doing fucking with my god damned family.. You made that choice Brian to be a fucking coward and walk away and do stupid shit.. Now you're being a fucking bitch ass pussy and sicking your crew on my cousin.. Bitch.. My cousin knows how fucking crazy I am and a temper to match it... I am heading to Portland.. if you are anyware in my FUCKING city better yet bitch if you are anyware in my fucking state... I will hunt your pathetic ass down and show you how much i hate fucking dead beat fathers that attacks a pregnant woman and comes after children! I will end your ass if you keep messing with my cousin... that goes with your pathetic crew that supports your fucking pathetic ass.. I will take them out and then hunt you down like a coward you are... YOU FUCKED WITH THE WRONG FUCKING FAMILY ASSWHOLE! I will go back into my old life just to just end you... I have huge connections over there that is more then happy to end you like a accident.. so even though I live in CO .. watch your fucking back bitch because I will always be one step ahead of you.. I dont like you better yet you're just one more fucking tard that is consuming my air.... This is NOT no ware near a fucking threat bitch this is a promise I dont do threats asswhole they are meaningless ... You are not my family.. and I dont give two gay god damned rats asses what my cousin did too you. You had it fucking coming Brian.. My cousin is weird and off a bit (say it with love Marcie lol) BUT whatever she says or did too you SHE HAD FUCKING REASON! so run.. run as fast you can.. please go to WA Everett because i know many people there.. Just remind yourself.. I am no are near as nice as my cousin. She wants you in her kids life.. Me you dont deserve to breath there air.... and have no qualms going to jail to end you.... See I told you I am a hole different level of crazy.... Just remind youself this .. the only person that can yell,bitch and be mean to Marcie.. is me. BECAUSE I AM RELATED TOO HER SHE IS MY COUSIN! you have no right to even mention her name let alone your two kids she is raising... STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY FAMILY! Shut the fuck up and move on to anther victim .. My cousin can and will raise your child with love.. she has us family too help her if she stumbles.. we got her...
so now i feel a bit better.. be good to yourself Marcie you are loved and I will come and see your son born..
first i have to say I admire the heart and soul you put into your blogs. i admire this one the most.
ReplyDeletebut i am wondering does anyone know why he left? or anything about the girl?
I ask these questions because a dear friend of mine had to up and leave with their baby because they realized they were being mentally abused and my friend moved in with another friend of ours and they were lied about and harassed and threated and both sides of their families fell into the lies
but in all honesty my friend was just trying to protect themselves from their other half and the friend they stayed with has been a single parent for several and all we wanted was our friend and baby to be safe and happy.
I have been taught that there is more then 1 side to every story.
you said that "whatever she did to you she had an F-ING reason" well maybe what she did made him leave?
I am totally in agreement that blood is thinker then water, but maybe in this case water is healthier then blood?
Just something to think about.